Thursday was day 92 of our pandacademic year and what felt like day 30 of the Texas freeze. We said we were going to be remote two nights prior, and without access to internet and therefore unable to do much of the work that I typically do before the Abrome day starts, and because I was feeling extremely tired, I had planned to sleep in an extra two hours on Thursday. But before I went to sleep I did check on the situation in Austin and it did not look pretty.
One of the most concerning issues was that even though many homes were thankfully starting to get power back, they were now running out of water for a variety of reasons (i.e., their pipes were frozen, their pipes burst, water mains burst). And while the state was able to keep hospitals powered up by cutting power to homes, they could not do the same with water.
Multiple hospitals in Austin lost water on Wednesday evening. There are obviously major implications to a hospital losing water including limitations on being able to stop the spread of infections through hand washing and being unable to dispose of human waste. On top of that, one of the hospitals lost heat. While what we are facing in Texas is no Katrina level type of humanitarian disaster, it is a disaster nonetheless, and this news was super concerning.
I was then sent a picture of a private text message about how bad things really were. The hospitals that were already dealing with people being brought in on the verge of freezing to death, from traffic accidents from the iced over roads, and the ever present reality of Covid-19, now had to deal with overflowing toilets and flooded operating rooms.
On top of that, then Austin issued a citywide boil water notice. So now the water was unsafe to consume, if you even had running water. Oh, but many people had no electricity or cell coverage so how were they to know there was a boil water notice? And people with power likely had no way to boil the water. The city also told people to be prepared to not have access to water, potable or not, for days, maybe even deep into next week. It’s been a lot for so many to deal with.
While there has been much pain and suffering in Central Texas there did seem to be hope on the horizon. The weather was going to get better during the day, and each day through the weekend. The power situation was looking like it would improve for most over the coming 24 hours, and that would make the water situation a bit more bearable and less dangerous. The roads would get better by the day. And perhaps most fortuitously, with the forced quarantine of hundreds of thousands of people the levels of Covid-19 infection will hopefully drop substantially on the tail end of this.
Facilitator Lauren with power and internet at home!
Facilitator Lauren led the morning meeting. 11 people showed up, including 8 Learners, a pretty remarkable showing considering all that was going on this week. Facilitator Lauren first led a grounding practice that consisted of deep breaths. Then she set game shifting to jump in (meaning when one wanted to talk they should just talk), reviewed our practices on the Community Awareness Board, and then shared the prompt. Everyone then responded with the one thing they would have gotten if they could go back to the days before the storm: a heated blanket; water and firewood, or a 2” lift on car; firewood; food for my lizard; cereal; pizza; more research into what outdoor gear could be used indoors; warmer weather or a scarf; IDK, playing with friends; nothing (my only problem has been internet; n/a (in Colorado).
After the morning meeting I was pretty much out of contact with the Learners for much of the day. I had no internet and even my cell reception was terrible, so Facilitator Lauren removed my offerings and check-ins from the calendar. I spent much of the day reading, thinking, and communicating with others over text.
Loading up supplies
Meanwhile, Facilitator Ariel moved into his one-to-one check-in with an older Learner, and then took off for the day. He again spent his day working with Austin Mutual Aid collecting and distributing much needed supplies to folks all over the city. The mutual aid work that he and the others in Austin were doing this week, as well as in other cities impacted by the disaster, was life-saving.
More supplies
Facilitator Lauren, at home with power and internet, helped keep everyone connected during the day. This included connecting with the Learners’ families that she had not connected with the day before.
Facilitator Lauren also had check-ins with two adolescent Learners who are excited for all of this disaster stuff to be over with (depending on the definition of disaster that could be a long time). In the afternoon she hosted a yoga offering, which one other Learner dropped in for.
Delivering supplies with Austin Mutual Aid
During the day I received a call from a classmate of mine from Stanford. He shared news of the tragic death of another classmate of ours who was also my classmate at West Point. I had not spoken to the deceased classmate in several years, and the news brought a lot of feelings up for me. In the midst of the crisis that millions of people were dealing with in Texas, I was reminded of the sharp pain that each casualty caused on the lives of those around them. I also thought deeply about the reasons we choose to stay close to some people and move away from others, and the role that personal values, appeals to power, and personal priorities can play in that. Even though this classmate was physical close to me, he was also a million miles away.
Nice turnout for the afternoon roundup
The end of the day came fast. I was in a better internet situation for the afternoon roundup than I was the morning meeting, but not in a good enough situation to turn my video on. With my internet situation and with Facilitator Ariel in the streets helping people, Facilitator Lauren took charge of the afternoon roundup. She started with the count off practice that I used for the afternoon roundup on Wednesday. It would be harder on this day as we again had eight Learners show up (ten people total including the two Facilitators). We got it on our third try, with my number being lucky number nine. Facilitator Lauren then reviewed the Community Awareness Board, and set our communication style with popcorn. Then each of us shared one thing that we can do during the evening to enjoy ourselves despite what’s been happening around us: work on cleaning my room; play video games; I have power now so I can bake acorn squash bread; play Minecraft; read books; getting Nerds (the candy); spend time with boyfriend on face time; play games with friends; breathe; breathe, too.
What a day.